I'm not going to school today, la la la la la.

You are maroon. You represent cunning stength, but usually a manipulative power evolves from it. You are vengeful and impure, and have nearly lost all hope at become beautiful inside again.

What inner color are you?

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I think that's about right.
Yesterday was a good day! I had my last exam (thank you so much to Chris for the history notes! *hug*), and then B and I went to the mall where I got.... *drumroll* The first Furuba DVD. ^_^ And I must say, the dub is amusing. The only real sacrelige in it is Yuki's voice. He sounds so ...manly. I'll stick to the japanese version. Also got my X tarot! Thanks, Lisa. ^_^ Then we went back to B and D's house and Lisa was there and B and I hijacked James' apartment to play DDR. And I spent most of the time LAUGHING. Lisa said she wanted to be me at that moment because EVERYTHING was funny. The word "beat" made me laugh my head off for like ten minuntes.


I was really depressed last night. I step in this house and everything goes downhill. I apologize to Tony and Jamie for being a moody bitch. I dunno what was up with me.

And this morning, my dad told me that he's suicidal and depressed. And I said "go to the doctor" and he says "no, the doctor can't do anything". GRRR. So I told him that I know how he feels, and to just go to the doctor. He seems to think the only thing that they'll do is put him on medication, which isn't true. -_-; But this is my dad, and he won't listen. He's in bed right now.

I'm pondering working on the layout for I think I shall. Then I'll go draw some AH pictures for Jamie.
I have to get involved in this. I can't help it. I've grown up alongside an older brother who is obsessed with motorcycles and has some 20 something years of experience with them, so...

I agree with Lisa when it comes to you. Motorcycle accidents may not nessicarily cause more deaths than car accidents (I'm honestly not sure of the statistics), but they -do- cause more serious injuries. know I'm not involved in the fight, I just wanna clarify some facts for you. A helmet, no matter how strong it is, is only good if you never ever drop it. That's right. The second you drop it, jar it, or even smack it, you're disturbing the construction and it is no longer as protective as it had claimed to be when you bought it. I commend you on the leather; that's the safest choice you can make. Jeans are a mediocre second, always try for leather. My brother John wears layers of it when he goes riding because he's thrown his bike a few times and has lived to tell the tale. I also hope you can handle your bike well when you ride it so that if you DO throw it, it doesn't crush you. Even the best riders throw their bikes (and that's really a shame when it's a nice bike >_<;; *imagines a suzuki katana 750 getting thrown and totalled*).
Chris, to clear some things up for you:

The movie did not jump back to the past from the scene with the winning girl. That's the winner of a previous year's games (as Kawada had won like three years before, not the year before the full game depicted by the movie takes place) not the game that the movie is about. Next off, Kawada -knew- how to disarm the necklaces but only as a last resort, and when he fired the guns to make it sound like he killed Nanahara and Nuriko, he disabled the chokers (they just weren't unlocked). As for the emotional thing, the movie was kinda meant to appeal to teens so romance was an issue. Not to mention the fact that if you know you're gonna die, you do weird things. ^_^;; Also worth noting, when you're worked up and get wounded, you don't nessicarily drop dead or fall on your face right away. Adrenaline can keep someone on their feet to the end; especially when they -know- that there's danger and their system is all out of whack.
There. Cleared up. Though the romance did irk me a bit, too.
6:21 PM
Don't be nervous, you'll have fun! ^_^ Lucky you, I'd love to go to Japan.
RIpped from Frecks:

1) Last dream: Oooh! I was with B and D and their mom, and we were driving around in the stupid rental car, and we went to this stripclub place and D's mom worked there cleaning it after close, and for some reason we had to wait in the car when she went to work. So B and I were playing with our digital cameras and D decided she'd go and help her mom. Then there was this guy who was honking at us in his car, and he was swearing and stuff and B's like "we should move around the other side of the parking lot or he'll keep bugging us". I told her that neither of us can drive and she's like "we can pretend that I can!" and she started the car and drove it around to the other side of the lot and hit like twenty cars on the way and she kept doing donuts in it and I was afraid that we'd DIE. The end.
2) Last car ride: uhhh..... when John and I picked mom up from work on thursday.
3) Last kiss: Way back in the day.
4) Last good cry: Uhhh.... I think....ummm.... I don't know. I nearly cried playing MGS, tho, when Sniper Wolf had Snake kill her. ;O;
5) Last Missing Library Book: XD Mercy Among the Children. It was due on November 28th, and it's probably in my room someplace.
6) Last movie seen: In theatres it was TTT. At home, Battle Royale. *drool*
7) Last Book Read: Lives of Girls and Women. u_u;
8) Last cuss word uttered: "FUCKNUTS!!"
9) Last beverage drank: Barq's rootbeer. I had a craving.
10) Last Food consumed: school cafeteria fries and chicken burger. BECAUSE WE HAVE NO FOOD HERE, I ate at school after my exam.
12) Last phone call: Julian phoned me last night.
13) Last TV show watched: Umm... I watched Sailor Moon yesterday and it was the one with "Andrew" and his girlfriend "Rita" and how Zoicite wanted the "rainbow crystal" out of "Rita"'s chest and "Lita" and "Serena" were cooking for "Andrew" and "Tuxedo Mask" was done in by his own ego. XD Like all the quotes??
14) Last Item Bought: My Barq's rootbeer. Actual non-consumable item was.... probably art supplies.
15) Last time showered: two days ago because I can't seem to get the bathroom to myself.
16) Last shoes worn: My Adidas ones. *LOVE*
17) Last CD played: A random mix CD I made. Actual CD, probably my Loreena McKennit one.
18) Last downloaded: Battle Royale.
19) Last annoyance: The fact that Wicket woke me up six times this morning and I had an exam at 8:30. T_T;
20) Last disappointment: that Gerrad didn't get my PSOne modded.
21) Last soda drank: Barq's.
22) Last thing written: Writing class exam. ARUGAHOGSA! HATE.
23) Last key used: this here . key. XD Seriously? Probably a housekey of some sort.
24) Last words spoken: "I keep putting them on the dining room table and Dad keeps moving them back."
25) Last trip: To the Taylor cottage in the summer with D, B, and Lisa ....or to Wasaga Beach with Amy's family and Jamie two years ago. T__T;
26) Last sleep: went to sleep at 11 pm and was woken at 4 am, 5:30, 6:10, 6:30, 6:45, and 7:00.
27) Last IM: uhhh...... can't recall.
28) Last sexual fantasy: . . . . . if you have the nerve to ask me to my face, maybe I'll consider telling you. XP
29) Last time you thought you saw a UFO: Grade 3 when I was walking home from Scott's house and it was dark and starry out and I looked up at the sky and one of the stars moved back and forth across the sky REAL FAST. O_O
30) Last weird encounter: Yesterday's cellphone incident.
31) Last Store Shopped at: Curry's art supplies store.
32) Last ice cream eaten: .... I -think- it was cherry cheesecake, but I don't eat ice cream much. I'm more for frogurt.
33) Last time amused: When I was talking with Blair in the caf today.
34) Last time wanting to die: during the exam. XP
35) Last time in love:
36) Last time hugged: .....yesterday, from mom, I think.
37) Last time scolded: When my dad bitched at me about something? He's the only one who really bitches at me.
38) Last time resentful: When my parents were whispering about me behind my back thinking that BECAUSE I'M WEARING HEADPHONES I CAN'T HEAR THEM.
39) Last chair sat in: This here craptacular computerchair from value villiage.
40) Last lipstick used: black stuff.
41) Last underwear worn: Froofy pink. >_>;;
42) Last bra worn: *looks down shirt* My white one.
43) Last shirt worn: suzy shier tanktop because it's comfy.
44) Last class attended: Writing exam. Otherwise, Literature class.
45) Last Final taken: this morning. Writing.
46) Last time dancing: DDR, yesterday.
47) Last poster looked at: The really cute Gorillaz one in room 109.
48) Last concert attended: Puffyamiyumi with B at the Opera House in the summer.
49) Last webpage visited: b3ta. XD
Mystery of the lost cellphone solved. It was Julian's.
Morning Blog

*whimper cry cry* I have my literature exam in an hour or so. >_<;;; I'm scared for this one. I don't know why, I just am. >_<;; I should try to find all my books...

Meg: *stands in the kitchen next to mom* I'm just standing here because I can. I have the magical powers of standingness.
Mom: Oh?
Meg: I'm Standman. *poses*
Mom: You're retarded is what you are.

YOU KNOW WHAT MAKES ME MAD? I've applied for so many places to find a job and I haven't gotten a SINGLE call. ;__; My mom says she'll harass her boss for me, but still.... I need the money badly. I'm saving up.

Exam today.

Everyone, sign up for Swappingtons if you like to trade items instead of bidding on ebay and crap. Please say your referrer is me (megomobile). Thank you!
Painting is fun! I've come to this conclusion for the six millionth time in my life. I just have a problem with a needy puppy who always wants attention.

I found this really funny:

"I don't want to achieve immortality through my work. I want to achieve it through not dying." -- Woody Allen.

Morning Blog

Running late am I. Probably only going to one class, too. u_u;;

'Tis 4th period right now, and I'm skipping because Mr. Burgoyne isn't here and I don't feel much like putting up with group work that I am not involved in. So instead, I'm sitting here with Dan and playing in the computer lab area doohickey.

I have about fifty pages of notes to photocopy for the history exam in a week, which will be funny because I'm more than likely to forget and not bother. However, if I can get some of it done sometime today, all will be well. I'm supposed to be working on my isu thinger right now, too. Ugh. I need to find a shorter poem to use!

I drew on my hand with my funky body pens. JAMIE, BODY PENS ARE GOOD. WE CAN MAKE USE OF THEM SOMEDAY. *winkwink*


(that is me playing like Beethoven)

I will someday serve a purpose.
Morning something or other

First off, social blogging.

Happy birthday!
Happy belated birthday!

Zalina, I'm sorry for not responding, but I'm obviously not that dependant on blogs for communication. u_u; I don't check them nearly as often as I probably should, so I hadn't read your note until now. No I'm not angry, just indifferent. I don't care about the editing anymore. Do whatever the hell you want.

Jamie, you need to blog, woman. T_T;

Gerrad, not everyone is a videogame nerd like you. *lol* I would probably play that game the exact same way.

Momma T, you needa' blog more, damn you.

Im' itchy and hungry and I haven't finished my historical lives project. >_>;;;

I had a dream that I was with this guy named Dante, and him and I were "close" and he was really mean to most people and a jerk and stuff, but for some reason he was really nice to me. And we all went to this place by a lake, and I was swimming with my friends (I think I was a boy in the dream), and I went out too far and the water was really cold all of a sudden so I started to drown. And Dante came and saved meeeee. And later I gave him something (can't remember what) and he was all blushy and everyone was all "O__O".
Dante looked scarily like Orion.

Also dreamt that I overslept and missed school.

Okay. That's all I have to say.

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You are an.. OUTCAST! Nobody hates you, you just hate them. Or vice versa. You really don't like being around people, being by yourself is much better company. You are not accepted by the norm and are deemed "weird" or "freaky". You appreciate things that others don't, and you dwell in your indifference.
I watched movies this weekend! Watched The Dangerous Lives Of Altar Boys yesterday, and Battle Royale today. Both were really enjoyable. But Battle Royale came so close to being a fetish movie for me. I mean..... cute japanese chicks with guns and gusto, sexy tough-guys who look like jrockers, headwounds, violence, blood, and non stop death and plot twists. It was WONDERFUL.

Anyway. My head hurts and I should do my homework now, but I'm lazy. Yup. Lazy is me.
Exams this week. Urghhh.

Which Kingdom Hearts Character are You Most Like?

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Wow! And I didn't even have to cheat! XD
Oh, the things Tony finds online to show me. XD
+ What Gay Stereotype Are You? +

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So I'm a petty bitch who goes crazy and ends up dying because I wear too many layers of clothing.

XD Good stuff.
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*love* I was hoping for Macavity or Gus, but Etcetera's cool.
What's your Inner European?

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What MGS series character are *YOU*?

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XDDD I love you, Chippy T.
Morning Blog! -- yeah, it's technically still morning,

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Like Ash from the Evil Dead trilogy, you are the hero. Congratulations. As the chainsaw toting king of witty one-liners, you certainly know how to handle any of those undead nasties heading your way, don't you?

Really, I didn't cheat.

And Zalina, I had to go because mom beckoned me for food. So there. Anyway, you need to learn the difference between discussion and open blog posting as well as orders. But since I'm sick and apparently that's my fault, you can do the editing. Yup. Have fun.

I was working on art for anime north last night, and I did a sketch of Sora (from KH). And it actually looks like him. What a shock, you have no idea. @_@; I can't usually do fanart that well, but.... tada!

Ow. My coldsores hurt.

Ripped from Rikki!

1.FULL name: Margret Elizabeth Graham. u_u;
2.nicknames: Meg, Meggers, Megarina, Megarino, Meglet, Spud, Squirt, Kid, Megomobile, Megolomart, Marcus, G, DeadMeg and state born in: Um.....BRAMPTON. ONTARIO.
4.state you live in now: I don't. I live in Ontario.
5.birthdate: May 1st, 1985.
6.astrological sign: Taurus, and I fit it to a T. Chinguacousy Secondary. HATE.
8.hobbies: sleeping, drawing, writing, sleeping, listening to music, painting, sleeping, eating, watching movies, being a critic. SLEEPING.
9.sports that you play/enjoy: Dance Dance Revolution, if that counts. Soccer. Street hockey.
10.height: We'll just say 5'6, give or take.
11.eye color: Grey. color: Naturally blonde. Faded green at the moment.
12.shoe size: Men's 10.
righty or lefty: Righty yo.


1. What do you think of the way you look? I'm boring looking.
2. What do you think about your attitude? I'm a pessimistic, needy bitch.
3. What do you think about life after death? I think it's there if you believe it.
4. What do you think about karma? It has some truth to it.
5. What do you think about love? I hate it, yet at the same time..... I like it.
6. What do you think about fate? I think it exists to screw me over.
7. What do you think about your self? .... I dislike me in a very major way.
8. What do you tell yourself if times get hard? I HATE YOU ALL GO TO HELL AND DIE.
9. What would you give your life for? My family or my friends.
10. What do you think about your first love? She's too forgiving of me sometimes.
11. What do you think about the first person that loved you? See above.
12. What are you scared of? People, and telephones. O_O
13. What was the saddest moment of your life so far? Probably anything involving my mental condition. Or the hell I went through in elementary and middle school.
14. What would life be without friends? Probably similar to my life now, only more miserable.
15. Without family? Probably better.

*The Dream Side of You*

1.Do you dream a lot at night? Yes. @_@;
2.Do you dream in black and white, or color? Colour.
3.Do you remember any of your dream? Most of the time, yeah. I can usually remember most of my dreams in decent clarity.
4.Where is your dream make out spot? I made out with Mute in a dream once, at a movie theatre. o_o;;;
5.What is your dream kiss like? ....kisslike.
6.What is your dream job? Retirement.
7.Where is your dream house? A place with a DDR machine for each mix, and lots of space.
8.Where is your dream vacation? Anywhere but here.
9.Do you believe that your dreams are a gateway to your soul? Yes and no.

**DoN't Be AfRaId To DrEaM. ThE bEsT tHiNgS cOmE tO yOu WhEn YoU dReAm!**


1.Parents names: William and Margret Graham.
2.Do you live with both of them?: Yes.
3.Any siblings? If so, names and ages: John James, 37, Danielle Margot, 34 (I think).
4.Do you get along with your siblings? John and I generally get along. Dani and I haven't spoken in years.
5.Do you get along with your parents? I generally get along with mom. Dad's another story.

*Do you...*

1.Do you write in a journal or diary? I have three, actually. Two online and one on paper.
2.Do you keep an organizer? Sometimes.
3.Do you believe in love at first sight? No, not really.
4.Do you believe that every person has one soul mate? Yes and no.
5.Do you believe in god? I don't disbelieve in God...
6.Do you believe in everyone (even the beyond helpless)? NO.
7.Do you believe in having a good education? Yes, I do, because myy family are a bunch of people who haven't gone past high school.
8.Do you believe in horoscopes? Hmmm, sometimes.
9.Do you believe in yourself? No.
10.Do you shower daily? When I can get into the bathroom. u_u;
11.Do you like this survey so far? It's keeping me busy, so sure.
12.Do you like the person that sent you this? Yeah, I like Rikki!
13.Do you cry easily? Goddamned bloody HELL NO.
14.Do you believe in heaven? No.
15.Do you believe in hell? We're in it.
16.Do you believe in reincarnation?: Yes.


1.favorite day of the week: Thursday. Dunno why.
2.favorite ice-cream: Umm...don't much like ice cream anymore. I like frozen yogurt, tho!
3.favorite movies: Fight Club, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Velvet Goldmine, Ringu, Army of Darkness, Mononoke-Hime, Lord of the Rings (both of them so far), Harry Potter (both of them too), Aliens, Pi..... I can go on forever, you know.
4.favorite actors: Edward Norton, Brad Pitt, and Johnny Depp.
5.favorite actresses: Feh.
6.favorite quote: "Would you like me to describe it to you, or shall I get you a box?"
7.favorite songs: Too many to mention.
8.favorite kind of music: Anything but rap.
9.favorite music singers: DAVID GAHAN. O__O
10.favorite holiday: Halloween. ^_^
11.favorite season: Autumn!
12.favorite colors: Blue, black, silver, purple, blood red.
13.favorite flowers: Lilac.
14.favorite book: Fight Club, probably.
15.favorite school subject: English all the way.

*When you hear ___ you think of..*

1.Baseball: Fat guys trying to run.
2.Jeff: The guy who sits next to me in English and doesn't do any work.
3.Dog: Wicket!
4.Warm apple pie: GROSS.
5.Socks: DDR.
6.Fish: gutting.
7.Nail: Nine Inch.
8.Amanda: An old character of mine.
9.Swimming: Fun!!!
11.Giant Eagle: Biiiig birdie.
12.A nun: HOVERNUNS.
13.The # 69: .........XD
14.School: Stress.


1.Who is your overall~* top of the line~* best friend?: Jamie, Lisa, D, Tony, B, Matt, Mike, Mike, Hana. ^_^
2.Who is your 2nd best friend?: My fictional characters.
3.Who is your 3rd best friend?: AL GORE.
4.Who is your 4th best friend?: Whatshisname....
5.If there are any more, you can list them here: ....


6.Is the funniest: D. XD
7.Do you tell your dreams to: Whomever.
8.Do you tell your fears to: Tony.
9.Do you go to for advice: Tony.
11.Knows everything about you: Jamie.
12.Do you tell your secrets to: Jamie and Tony and D.
13.Is the most shy: .......I have shy friends?
14.Is the loudest: Either myself, D, or B.
15.Can't you live without: I don't know.
16.Is the most trendy: ..... I have trendy friends?
17.Can be the most annoying: B can be really annoying sometimes. XD
18.Lives the farthest away from you: Jamiiieee. ;_;
19.Lives closest to you: D and B.
20.Are you most like: .......Tony.
21.What do you look for in a friend: Anything that makes you cool in my books.


1.boyfriend/girlfriend's name: Jamie.
2.crush: Jamie.
3.where does that special someone live?: Spokane.
4.things you like in the opposite sex: Nice hands.
5.when was your first kiss: Way back in the day.
6.are you a virgin: Well, technically.... I think I'll leave that one alone.
7.the most romantic thing anyone has done for you was: ....Hmmm. I dunno. Nothing. I don't inspire romance in people.
8.which is more important- personality or looks?: PERSONALITY, YOU IDIOT.
9.first boyfriend/girlfriend: *looks ashamed* Tyler Young.

*Creative Q's*

1.If you had the choice to spin around the sun, or walk on the moon, which would you choose and why?: Walk on the moon! GRAVITY IS LOW!
2.What color do you think best describes you and why? because I'm screwed up.
3.If you could be doing anything right now, what would you be doing?: SLEEPING.
4.Would you ever share you heart completely with someone else? .....I don't know.
5.Which sense could you not live without, and why? Sight. O_O
6.Have you ever written on a mirror? Yes.
7.If you could change one thing you did in the last 24 hours, what would it be and why?: I would have went to bed and slept longer than I did.
8.Do you prefer sleeping outside beneath the night sky, or your cozy bed indoors?: BED, SUCKA.
9.What is the most beautiful thing in the world?: Spring rain, when its slightly sunny. And double rainbows. ^_^
10.Name one person whose changed your life for the better: .......I don't know.
11.What can someone do to you that would turn you on fully- physically or mentally- or both?: I can get off on music. I'm dead serious.
12.If you knew you were going to pass away within the next few days, what would be the last thing you say, and who would you say that to?: I would tell Jamie that I'm sorry for being a bitch and that I love her.
13.What is one thing that can make you smile no matter what mood your in?: YAOI.
14.If you could meet anyone, past or present, dead or alive, who would you meet and why?: I would meet Dami. Because I love Dami. I really really do.
15.And finally, what makes you, you?: All my psychotic episodes and angst.
Morning Blog.

Home sick again today, as I'm still gooey and gross and now my ears are beginning to hurt.

Zalina, Amy, and Jen, you guys better have filmed those scenes without me. T__T;;; If not, DO THAT TODAY AND GET IT TO THE TECH DEPARTMENT. OR I WILL KILL YOU ALL.

I'm hungry and tired. The fact that I'm tired is really funny because I've been sleeping for about two days.

I'm already stressing over my Sheridan portfolio.

I have to go to the doctor.

Shoot me now.

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Name: Meg
@ Age: 17.
@ Height: 5'6 or so.
@ Sign: Taurus.
@ Hair Color: washed out green.
@ Eye Color: Grey.
@ Foot Size: Men's 10.
@ Heritage: Scottish and German.
@ Birthplace: Brampton. u_u;
@ Parents Names: Mommie and Da.
@ Parents Together?: Yes.

@ Elementary School: Goldcrest.
@ Middle School: Greenbriar.
@ High School: Chinguacousy.
@ College: None yet.
@ Major (if applicable): None yet.
@ Extracurricular Activity of Choice: Art?
@ Favorite Elementary School Memory: When Ian kicked the supply teacher in the shin and ran out of the school.
@ Favourite Middle School Memory: Amy running over a possum on the way to work.
@ Favorite High School Memory: So far? Ummm.... insulting Veronica daily, because she was too stupid to understand when I did.

[hygiene.. oh please...]
@ Shower How Often?: Every other day, usually. People here are bathroom hogs.
@ Morning or Night Showers?: Night unless I'm sick.
@ Brush Teeth How Often?: Once every few days at best.
@ Floss? (Don't lie!): Yup.
@ Shampoo Brand: Usually Pantine Pro V Clarifying.
@ Soap / Body Wash Brand: Zest or Lever 2000.
@ Lotion Brand: Don't use it, really. I have this nice raspberry dollar store stuff.
@ Face Wash Brand: Clean and Clear.
@ Toothbrush Color: White.
@ Body Spray: Don't use it. Makes me itch.

[love, hate, rejection, and all the fun stuff.]
@ Define Love: something that is wonderful, terrible, horrifying, scary, and surreal all at once.
@ Have you ever mistaken love for lust?: Nope.
@ Are you in love? With who?: Yes, my Jamie.
@ If yes, are you sure it's love?: Verra.
@ If no, have you ever been in love?: N/A
@ What happened?: .......MARS ATTACKS.
@ Have you ever been used?: YES.
@ What happened and why?: Too many things to mention.
@ Have you ever used someone?: Yeah.
@ What happened and why?: See the question before last.
@ Biggest disappointment (relationship/girl/guy-wise): That I didn't like the person I wanted to in the way I wanted to.
@ First Kiss?: I refuse to disclose a name.
@ Most Memorable Kiss?: Yet to have one that doesn't involve force. T__T;;;
@ Ever been dumped?: No.
@ Ever dumped?: Yes.
@ Worst kisser: Dunno.
@ Worst hugger: Ummmm...... I dunno, actually.
@ Best kisser: Dunno.
@ Best hugger: B, because she's warm and soft. ^.^
@ Are you friends with any of your exes?: One of them.
@ Sweetest romantic thing done for you: I can't think of anything.... probably nothing. u_u;

[play favorites]
@ TV Show: Drew Carey!
@ Movie: Fight Club, Hedwig and the Angry Inch.
@ Book: Currently, it's either Fight Club, Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban, or the Bonesetter's Daughter.
@ Solo Artist: ...Alice Cooper! XD
@ Band: Depeche Mode, Iron Maiden, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, VNV Nation.
@ CD: Of non-bootleg CDs.... probably the second CD for the DM singles collection 86-98.
@ Soundtrack: Hedwig and the Angry Inch.
@ Song: Currently, it's either "Midnight Radio" by Hedwig and the Angry Inch, or "Endless Sorrow" by Hamasaki Ayumi.
@ Color: Black, blue, purple, blood red, silver.
@ Slang Word: Yo.
@ City: Toronto, dammit!
@ Season: Autumn.
@ Article of Clothing: My pilon pants. Or one of my gothy shirts.
@ Sport to Watch: Hockey.
@ Sport to Play: Soccer.
@ Animal: Cats, snakes, and rats.

[random questions because i'm done with categorizing]
@ What are you wearing?: orange pyjamas that my mom made me.
@ What are you doing?: Listening to music and lusting after sleep.
@ What do you want to do with your life?: I have NO idea... ;_;
@ One Naughty Secret: Uhhh..... I kill kittens. (not literally.... only a few people would get this.)
@ One Silly Secret: I like Barry Mannilow.
@ One Bad Habit: God, I have a million. Let's pick one at random--- self mutilation.
@ One Bad Personality Trait: Agressive.
@ One Good Habit: .............saying please and thank you.
@ One Good Personality Trait: I'm creative.
@ One Natural Talent: Flexibility.
@ One Acquired Talent: Artness.
@ Thing you want to do once in your life: Resort to cannibalism.
@ Thing you will never do in your life: Have kids.
@ Where do you want to travel to?: Anywhere but here.
@ Where will you never go?: Korea.
@ What do people not get about you?: Everything. 'Cept Tony, I think he has the best understanding of me there is as of yet.
@ What do you need right now?: SLEEP AND MEDICATION.
@ What do you have right now?: Probably Norwalk. Thanks, John.
Morning Blog!

I'm sick! SICK SICK! Gerrad, it's your fault. My tonsils hurt and I have like 12 coldsores in my mouth.

I'm having chips and dip for breakfast. If that's not healthy, I dunno WHAT is. *being sarcastic*

Lessee here....what to say...

Yesterday, mom and I went shopping! I got a pretty dress (YES A DRESS THAT I WILL WEAR WITH PANTS AND A SHIRT) that was originally $85, but was marked down to $20. I also got gay pride earmuffs, headphones, fimo, and a chain to carry around.

Did a gory photoshoot.

Ow, the salt hurts my mouth.

I flee.
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That's about right. X3

I'm snotty and sneezy and gooey and greasy and gross. Gerrad, my throat is killing me, so I'm blaming you. XP

Well. Friday Zalina, Jen, Amy, and myself filmed most of our movie thing. T'was fun! It was interesting tying Zalina up and abusing her on tape in the parking garage of Amy's apartment. The locker room scene amuses me because I fall to my knees in it and there's this loud THUD on the film. XD I must weigh a ton for me to make such a sound on tile-over-pavement. After we finished out filming, Jen was teaching us to say things in chinese, and then Zalina and I walked to the mall to get the 12 home. It was interesting!

Yesterday I slept until 3 in the afternoon. Then later that evening, I went with D and B to see LotR again. Haldir does NOT look like Vin Disel, B. You're on cheap crack.

It is morning now. I have gotten one e-mail today about resuming LotM. I will try to resume it once exams are over. I have four exams. Pity me.

I want to go to the mall. Matt says they have a Rikku figure in comic world. O___O I WANT. NOW.

*coughhackhack* u_u;
Morning --- *snotsneeze* --- blog

Jesus christ on a pogo stick. My throat hurts, my head hurts, and I'm all snotty. This is BAD because I can't miss any classes (well, not really) until after exams, and tonight Amy, Zalina, Jen, and myself are filming and I won't get to come home until later than normal. This just SUCKS. At least I can rest assured that in writing class we do nothing now that we're on our final project. T__T;;;

AWW! That IS cute! ^__^

How much furuba do you have on order? o_0 What you don't have I could probably get you.... or posters or keychains or cards or something. And because you did it, here's my response list of manga:

Fruits Basket 1-10
KareKano 1-2
Angel Sanctuary 1, 3, 13
Cardcaptor Sakura Billingual 1

Angel Sanctuary "Angel Cage" artbook
Cardcaptor Sakura Manga Illustration Book 1
Sailormoon SuperS Movie Art Book
Fruits Basket Character Book

That's it for actual untranslated stuff. *lol* I have a small ton of english manga, tho.

Ummmm.... I need to bring extra clothes to school today. Grr. u_u; Stupid movie.


Morning Blog!

Last night, I DDRed for over 4 hours. It was woooonderful. *heartheart* I love 5th mix so much. FUN! XD~ Sankyuu, Gerrad!

Lesseee.... got my writing ISU back. Two percent shy of what I was hoping to get, but it's still purdy good--- 88%. And considering I didn't really do any work for it, I just copied and pasted parts of my novel together, that's pretty good too. This kinda makes me wonder if maybe my novel will be good enough to publish after all. I think before the school year is out, I have to get Mrs. Crawford and Mr. Burgoyne's e-mail adresses so I can stay in touch with them. I like them, they're both cool.

Exams are in two weeks. This is both a good thing and a bad thing. Let's compare points.

Exams are good because:
-Once they're over, that's it and you're done.
-I usually do really well on exams.
-It's just two hours of work and then you can go home.
-you feel accomplished once you finish them

Exams are bad because:
-they stress you out.
-you have to study for them.
-they can harbour some nasty little surprises.
-if you cheat and get caught, you're in shit.
-you have to take them, even if you're sick and have a doctor's note. This is a stupid new rule

Jamie goes home today, so I'll actually get to speak to her. Reason I bring this up here is because her friend Perry wants me to look for another X tarot deck for her, so me'sa need to go to Pacific Mall once more. Lisa, D? Can we go next week, y'think?

I'm all snotty and gross. *lol*

Okay, nothing else to say here.
Morning Blog


*swishes cape and goes off to save Gotham*

MKR tapes are currently at $75. Any better offers?
Today was a TAP day at school, and I was unaware so I went to school an hour before I had to. u_u;;;; Oh well. I finished inking a drawing (which I only like half of now, so I'll probably only be using that part for prints). Today was a good day, actually. I got a 92% on my university english ISU essay, which is a HUGE relief because that means I have over the minimum grade requirement for the Humber journalism courses. In history class, we're learning about the shogun, and my teacher was pronouncing -everything- wrong, so I had to refrain from putting up my hand to correct him every time he said "daimyo". He pronounced it "die-ah-mee-yo" and "dah-ee-mee-yo". I wanted to tell him otherwise many times (especially when he kept mispronouncing Tokyo as "toe-kee-oh"). I opted for being quiet as to keep him from getting mad. Then at lunch, Matt was posing erotically for me. In literature, it was a lecture day, and we discussed stuff and it was fun. In writer's craft, I copied notes and was mellow. In english, we analysed poetry. That was the end of that. A nice, smooth-sailing day.

I'm already working on art for Anime North. I have compiled a list of characters that I will (hopefully) draw and CG for prints to sell. See, here's my math.

Say I do 25 different CG fanarts. I get 2 prints of each done to sell. To get each colour print made, it's about $1 per page. This costs me $50. However, if I sell them for $5 each, then if I sell just 10, I make my money back. If I sell all 50 prints, I make $500. That's a hell of a profit. Here's hoping it works; prints sell better than originals because they cost less and are generally computer rendered (which is a popular medium). ^_^ I will also do some paintings and stuff, of course, and comics, but it's the prints I'm going all out on. Here's my list of fanart prints I hope to do; popularity being the key. If anyone can think of any popular anime, manga, or game characters that would sell well and I don't have here, PLEASE e-mail me and let me know. It'd be appreciated. ^_^

Dejiko and Rabi~en~Rose (digi charat)
Spike Spiegel and Faye Valentine (cowboy bebop)
Mana (Malice Mizer, because he's popular and pretty)
Solid Snake and Psycho Mantis(Metal Gear Solid)
Souma Yuki, Souma Kyo, Souma Hatsuharu, Souma Momiji, Souma Shigure, Souma Kisa, Souma Ayame, and Honda Tohru (Fruits Basket)
Kinomoto Sakura and Daidouji Tomoyo (Cardcaptor Sakura)
Ebichu (Ebichu the Housekeeping Hamster [I have issues ])
Tenjou Utena (Revolutionary Girl Utena)
Ikari Shinji and Nagisa Kaworu (Neon Genesis Evangelion)
Chii (Chobits)
Sora, Riku, Leon/Squall, and Sephiroth (Kingdom Hearts)
Boogiepop (Boogiepop Phantom)
Iwakura Lain (Serial Experiments Lain)
Dilandau (Escaflowne)
Vash and Wolfwood (Trigun)
Inu-Yasha (Inu-Yasha)
Saotome Ranma [male and female] (Ranma 1/2)
Belldandy (Aa! Megami-Sama)
Miyazawa Yukino (Kareshi Kanouo no Jijou)
San (Mononoke Hime)

Also worth mentioning is that I am doing commissions now, too. So if there's something you want drawn/CGed/animated/whatever, let me know. I can do it, most of the time. And to answer the most common question I get, YES I WILL DRAW HENTAI. Just nothing involving children, animals, or violence (masochism is okay, but not blood and entrails in sex, thanks, save for vampireness). Again, e-mail me if you're interested.

Aaaand lastly. I have, in my possession, the ENTIRE collection of Magic Knight Rayearth (series one and two). I will sell them. They are VHS, and each tape has been viewed TWICE (I kid you not). It's not a series I'm really that fond enough of to watch over and over again, since I'm not a huge fan of shoujo stuff. Anyone who wants them, feel free to make an offer. Actually, PLEASE make an offer. I'm trying to save up money. >_>;;;

Anyone want a Two-Mix CD? $15!

Also have a CCS wallscroll I no longer have room for that I'll sell! It's Sakura and Tomoyo from one of the movies, methinks. $10?

Okay, I'm done being a pointless money grubbing bitch. XD

your typical morning blog

Today there is school. DAMN SCHOOL. I both want to go back, and LOATHE the idea of going back. MEEEHHHH. I couldn't sleep last night because I was nervous. REALLY NERVOUS. Why? I don't know. I just was. I hate going back after long breaks. I would rather we get no breaks at all and just get out of school in April.

I had something profound to say, but now I can't recall. Isn't that always the way? *lol* Oh well. I think I'm gonna call mom again and tell her I'm not going to period one. My gut is doing backflips. GARGLE (I've been saying that word a lot lately, dunno why). I'm just looking forward to seeing Hana and Speller and Matt. I miss them when I don't get to see 'em. Well, Matt I saw over the break, but still. That was on Christmas Eve. @_@;

*calling mom* I hate the walmart phone system. It's like "thank you for calling your Brampton-East Walmart". Yo yo east side. Word to yo' Momma.

I can't find my bandages. @_@; This is not good when you plan on strapping down.

Done babbling.
Home now! D, Lisa, and myself went to Pacific Mall and blew a lot of cash. HOWEVER, I got 5 furuba posters and a furuba wallscroll, the X tarot deck, and a shitload of pocky. The almond stuff is soooooooo gooooooood. AND I PLAYED DANCEMANIA AND PARAPARAPARADISE. XDD And I'm good at ParaPara!

I'm working on my novel. Sorta.
I'm currently at Deanna's house, spending the night because I can. D's sleeping right now while I sit here and do nothing. *lol* Oh well.

I'm somewhat lucid now. Tired and headachey, but not so vicious. Here's hoping I stay this way until I can see a doctor on monday.
Don't you love it how when you're not feeling well and stuff and you want to talk to someone, the people who are your friends would rather run off and leave you alone than speak to you about it or make you feel better? I hate it when people who more often than not talk to me when they're feeling crappy (and whom I try very hard to listen to and help) don't bother returning the favour for whatever reason. I don't expect you people to make everything better for me. I would just like to know that someone is willing to listen to me without telling me what I think and feel is stupid. But I can't even get how I feel off myy chest because no one is willing to do something as simple as that. My sincere thanks to Tony and Tenma, who at least listen. No one else does.

I've had a bad few days. A very bad few days in the way of depression. VERY BAD. To the point where I almost overdosed bad. You know, I took too many pills and slept all day. It wasn't enough to do any serious damage, thankfully. Oh, but noooooooooooo, no one wants to HEAR it and possibly help someone else by just listening. Heaven forbid -you- feel bad about it. Never mind the suicidal psychopath and how THEY feel, oh no. Listening to them might make you FEEL BAD.

I'm bitter. Very bitter. Half an hour ago I had to go wake my mom up because I was clingy and needy and bawling my fucking eyes out. Why? Because no one wants to listen. So consider that before you ever cry to me EVER AGAIN.

I hate people.
Watch me screw up my life. *splats against wall*
I'm a massacre waiting to happen, boys and girls. Have you ever felt like you really want to kill something? I have! This is Meg without medication! Yessss, Meg without medication is a fucked up psychopath!
Only Jamie will get this but...

Happy New Year. But guess what? It's another day. The world is still the same sucky place!

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